Saturday, March 8, 2014

Patrick Seven: Unpleasant Memories

Guest Starring: Alexander Hunt by MrsOogie Boogie



Tonight was one of the best nights of my life. I was backstage in my dressing room with Emmanuel and Ephemera, and I was ecstatic because I had just successfully performed one of my best shows so far. Everything was perfect, the audience responded to my illusions positively, and my parents and grandpa showed up to watch, as well as Katya. For the first time in four years since I had started performing in the magic industry, I felt like I was making progress in my career.



Working with Ephemera was a pleasant surprise. She was charming, elegant, and composed. Her motions were fluid and she graced the stage with a presence that was very entertaining for the audience. She and I interacted with a chemistry that wasn't sexual, yet still very cohesive and appealing. It felt effortless, like I had known her for years instead of just a week. The initial bad feeling I had in my gut when I first met her had all but dissipated, and I was glad I had given her a chance. I felt lucky to have such a great assistant when I was just starting out. The last thing I needed was for any part of my show to be unimpressive, as this show was also an audition of sorts. The theater director had decided tonight if he was going to give us a regular gig, and since everything went so well, we got a recurring spot on the theater's calendar for Thursday nights.


We changed into our street clothes and headed out into the foyer. Emmanuel and Ephemera each had an arm around me, Emmanuel's around my waist, while Ephemera's arm was around my neck. As we approached the foyer, we saw my family and Katya standing by the fountain, chatting with each other. Mom and Dad had their arms around each other, which I found endearing. For the twenty years they had been together, they were still just as in love as the day they met. My thoughts went to Katya, who was standing a little bit off to the side, and I wondered if her and I would ever get to the point that my parents are.




I stood quietly by the staircase, with my hands clasped in front of me when I saw Patrick come out with Emmanuel and... Ephemera? Could it be? I hadn't seen Ephemera since we were teenagers and she stormed out of our dad's house, saying she was going to move far away from Silicon Shores because she hated our family. When had she come back to town? Figures she wouldn't have called me to let me know anything about her life, it's not like she acted like she ever cared about me. I don't know why I was surprised that Ephemera had come back without telling me, but perhaps I was just upset that she hadn't changed for the better in all the time that had passed between us.




I watched Patrick interact with his family, first with his mom, then his dad, and lastly his grandfather. What I wouldn't give to have a family support system as strong as Patrick's. After my mother developed a drinking problem, my father and her eventually divorced, and he gained full custody of me, Ephemera, and our oldest sister, Sandra. No one was happy about the new living situations but me. I loved my father, and was mad at my mother for ruining our family. My sisters blamed our father for the divorce, and they picked on me for siding with him. Ephemera even went so far as to change her surname from Monroe, our father's name, to Wallace, our mother's maiden name.



Patrick soon finished exchanging pleasantries, and came over to me, gently taking my hand in his and introducing me to everyone, including Ephemera. We pretended that we didn't know each other as we shook hands. As I looked into her eyes, a slew of unfortunate memories bombarded me. I remembered how Ephemera had been the one to start the rumor about me being a whore after my high school boyfriend, Tyler, had taken advantage of me at the motel. Instead of being a good older sister, she threw me under the bus. I don't know what I expected, since we had never gotten along even as children, but I guess I had a small shred of hope that she'd have some love for her little sister. I was wrong.



I tried to get comfortable in Patrick's car, but the initial shock of me seeing Ephemera again, so close to home, was making me queasy, and causing my heart to race. I took some deep breaths like my therapist suggested I do when bad memories threatened to overwhelm me, which helped somewhat. I felt Patrick glance over at me, and I knew with how perceptive he was, that he would soon ask me what was wrong. I decided I would play my shy card when he did ask.

"Katya, is something wrong?"



Bingo. There it was. I liked that he was so intuitive, and I thought about how I would continue to like that fact about him if he and I became a couple. He would treat me right.

"I'm just really terrible at meeting tons of people at once. I'm sorry, I'm a little overwhelmed. I love your family, though, they are so nice, and I love how they support you."

"Does your family not support you?"



"Not particularly. I mean, my dad does, but my parents are divorced, and my mom is an alcoholic who isn't really all there. I haven't talked to her in years. I have two sisters, but I don't really want to talk about them right now."

"Okay, I'm sorry."

Patrick pulled into the parking spot next to his dad's car, and got out, coming around to the other side and opening my door for me. After he helped me out of the car, I wanted to get inside so as not to keep everyone waiting, so I started walking towards the restaurant, but Patrick came up behind me, turned me around, and kissed me.


I thoroughly enjoyed the gesture of affection he was giving me, and I sensed that he was trying to make me feel better. My hands went up around his waist and I relaxed instantly as the warmth of Patrick's body comforted me. I was vaguely aware of my heart racing again, but this time it was from excitement.

"Thank you, Patrick. I feel much better now."

We walked arm in arm into the front foyer of the restaurant, where everyone was waiting. I looked over at Maximus and Soleil, watching them as they sat really close together, Max's arm around Soleil, while she was smiling happily at him with her hand on his thigh. I found myself becoming a little star struck when the realization hit me that I was going to be eating dinner with Maximus and Soleil, two of the most famous people in the world. They were always in the tabloids, as was Patrick. I always found myself admiring how gorgeous Soleil was, even at the age of 39. She was as flawless in person as she was in the magazines. Maximus was incredibly handsome, and I could see where Patrick had inherited his attractiveness. I had seen some of Max's movies, and he was really good at what he did.


The hostess seated us at our table, and I sat next to Patrick, across from his parents, while Ephemera hung out with Emmanuel and Alex. I was very relieved that Ephemera was pretending she didn't know me. I would have rather had it that way than have her tormenting me. I knew that she was most likely not nearly as uncomfortable as I was when I first saw her. She probably thought it was great that I was here so she could make fun of me. Maximus ordered champagne for the table and made a toast for Patrick, congratulating him for his first big success. After that, we ordered our food and got to know each other better.


I thoroughly enjoyed chatting with Max and Soleil because they were really fun to talk to, and down to earth, just like Patrick. Halfway through my meal, I excused myself to go freshen up. I was not pleased when I opened the bathroom stall to see that Ephemera had come in after me. She was standing arrogantly by the wall, leg propped up against it, with one hand on her hip, and a smug expression on her face. I knew that Ephemera wouldn't miss out on a chance to torment me, and that she had chosen to follow me into the bathroom on purpose, but not because she had to use it.


"Hey, little sis. Still wearing your hair like a five year old, I see. I thought you'd have grown out of that already. Although, looking at your lack of a figure, you haven't developed at all. Your chest is still as flat as those fucking surfboards you are married to."

I ignored Ephemera and washed my hands, then walked over to the paper towel dispenser to dry my hands, but she blocked my path.


"What's wrong? Not happy to see me?"

"Should I be?"

"I'm your sister. Family is everything, don't you remember saying that when I left? Still mad at me cause of your daddy issues?"

I tried to ignore the mocking, sarcastic tone Ephemera's voice took on when she repeated what I had said that day she left. I couldn't understand why Ephemera had to be so cruel to our dad. It was true he was stricter on us after Mom left, but I think he only did that because he cared. Ephemera and Sandra were never able to see why Dad did what he did.


"No. I just didn't expect to see you again after all this time. Why are you back, anyway?"

"Easy. I got sick of where I was."

"Hmph. I don't believe that. It's probably more like you ran out of money, so you need to come beg Daddy for it."

"Bitch. I have a job as Patrick's assistant, in case you hadn't noticed. I don't need to mooch off Dad."

I pushed Ephemera out of my way to get to the paper towel dispenser even though my hands were mostly dry already from her stalling me. All I wanted was to get away from her, back into the eyes of everyone else, where I hoped she would continue to pretend she didn't know me.


"Ignoring me now, whore?"

No. Not that again. Ever since Ephemera had started that rumor in our high school, it was a trigger word for me. I felt the tears well up in my eyes as memories of that night with Tyler struggled to invade my thoughts. Ephemera laughed at me and then I heard the door shut behind me, signaling her departure. I grabbed more paper towels as I started to cry, wetting them and wiping my eyes. The last thing I needed was for them to get puffy and red. I knew for sure Patrick would ask me what was wrong and I didn't want to cause a scene in the restaurant. Why? Why did Ephemera always have to do this to me? She had been gone, and I was doing well, then she returns and treats me like shit, as if she had never left. It was now that I wished I wore makeup, so I could cover up red spots when I started crying. I finally had dabbed enough around my eyes to make myself look presentable again, and went back out to the gathering.


As I made my way back, my eyes kept darting to Ephemera, who was sitting at the table with her hands on her hips like she owned the world or something. I tried to compose myself and not let my irritation show through on my face or mannerisms. This night was about Patrick, and I was going to try my damnedest to show my support for him to the best of my ability, no matter how shitty I felt.


Sunday, February 23, 2014

Patrick Six: Getting Closer

Mild Nudity, FYI - LateKnightSimmer



I woke up with Katya in my bed, scrunched up in a ball with one hand under the pillow and one hand under her head. She still had her blue sundress on, and she looked very peaceful laying there with her lips slightly parted. This was the first time I'd experienced a girl staying the night without the feeling of wanting to be rid of her in the morning, and it was nice. I found that my eyes gravitated towards her full lips, and I really wanted to kiss her. I quickly pushed those thoughts out of my head because the last thing I wanted was to act like a creep towards Katya.


Deciding against disturbing the serenity of Katya's slumber, I got out of bed and headed to the bathroom to take a shower instead. I turned on the water and stripped, stepping into the shower and shutting the door behind me. As the warmth of the water flowed over me, I felt instantly refreshed. I thought back to last night and how Katya seemed to be at ease during dinner, making small talk with Emmanuel, yet as soon as he had left, she had tensed up a little, like when I was on the phone with her and she sounded as if she was afraid of intruding in my life.


I was happy that she wanted to get to know my best friend, but I was a little annoyed and sad about all of the awkwardness and tension surrounding her. She said she liked me, and that she felt safe with me, yet why did she feel the need to have her guard up around me? Did I do something that she didn't like? Say something she didn't like? She was a new experience for me, and I was curious. After finishing my shower, I shut the water off and grabbed a towel, wrapping it around my waist after tousling my hair, and entered the bedroom again.


"OH!"

Katya looked down at the floor, shielding her eyes with her hand, embarrassed that she had seen me in my towel. I laughed a little to myself, but not loud enough for her to think I was laughing at her expense. I found it funny that she was acting like we were teenagers who might get caught doing inappropriate things. I walked over to her, standing in front of her.

"Good morning, Katya. You don't have to be shy. I'm not going to bite."

"Good morning. I just- I wasn't expecting you to be... naked when I got up."

"I'm not. I have a towel on."


I smiled at her, knowing what she meant, but tried to joke around with her, wanting her to be less jumpy. I put my arm around her and gave her a kiss. She hung her arms behind her back as if she was scared to touch my bare skin. I let her go and walked into my closet to put on some clothes. When I went back into the bedroom, Katya was sitting on my bed looking like she needed to get something off her chest. I was a little scared, questioning whether I'd done something wrong or not.


"Patrick, I want to tell you something. I know I haven't known you for very long, but I feel like I've been pretty awkward so far in my interactions with you, and with questions that I may have asked you. I'm sorry about that, and I want to tell you why."

I was relieved to hear that Katya wasn't upset with me, and that I hadn't been doing something to make her uncomfortable. I remained standing in front of her until she was done talking.

"I'm really bad at relationships. When I was seventeen, I went to prom with my boyfriend. After prom was over, he took me to a motel, which I thought was what I wanted. It turned out it wasn't, but he ended up date raping me. I've had trouble trusting people since then. My girlfriends weren't supportive when I told them what happened, and people just called me a whore. I spent the rest of my time in high school alone and miserable. It's been a few years now, but that night still haunts me, and any time I start a relationship, I'm always weary. That's why I asked you if you'd had a lot of girlfriends, I just didn't want to date you if you were one of those guys who goes through girlfriends like they go through beer, dumping them once they get what they want out of them."


I stood there, stunned, listening carefully to every piece of information Katya revealed to me. She had been through so much and she looked like she was barely twenty years old. I remained silent, unable to figure out what to say to her, since she had left me speechless. My heart went out to her and I found myself crouching down on the floor for some reason. All the stuff had happened to her, not me, so why was I the one who felt like I couldn't stand? Finally, I felt like my brain could focus, and I managed to say a few words.


"Katya, I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that."

"It's okay. I've been seeing a therapist since I graduated high school, so I've been getting better slowly."

"I want you to know, I would never force myself on you."

Katya jumped off my bed and came to sit with me. She seemed a lot more comfortable with me now after she told me all of that stuff about her past. She put her hand around the back of my neck, snuggling her small body in between my legs. I touched her hair and she let out a soft sigh of contentment.


"Katya, I feel like I should tell you something about me since you shared all of that."

"Mm, okay."

"I have trust issues too. I was playing in the playground when I was four years old, and my aunt was supposed to be watching me. The next thing I knew, I was being kidnapped. I stayed in this crazy lady's house, and she kept telling me that I was supposed to stay with her because she was going to bring my father back with her so we could be a happy family. I was there for about a week before the police found me and brought me home. I had a problem with going outside for a little while when I was still a child, but I've gradually gotten over that fear."

"Oh my god, you were kidnapped? That's horrible. I'm glad you are okay."

"Thank you."

Katya turned around and hugged me, smiling up at me. I was happy that we had cleared the air between us, and maybe we would be able to get to know each other even better after this.


Later that day, Katya left and went back to her house. I went over to Emmanuel's house to hang out with him. It was a cool yet comfortable night, as was the norm for Silicon Shores. We sat out on his front porch chit chatting like we often did, about our personal lives, or work.

"Did we get the theater show, Emmanuel?"

"Yes, this Friday at 8pm. You'll never guess who I ran into when I was trying to go home though... Jaxson."

"Uh oh. The Great Santorini. How'd that go?"

Emmanuel's ex-boyfriend, better known in the magic world as The Great Santorini, was a celebrity who I did not want to ever become like. He acted like he owned the town just because he was the most famous magician around right now. Any time I saw him he was always trying to make himself look like a big deal, expecting people to bend over backwards for him. Thinking that you're too big to fall is a grave mistake lots of people make, and the long fall to the bottom is an unpleasant jolt back to reality.


"Strangely, to be honest. At first of course, he insulted me, which I was fully expecting, but then he got all sentimental. It was wierd. I was just about to leave, but Jaxson followed me, and said he missed me. If he had left it at that, I would have just thought he was bluffing cause he wanted a one night stand, but he also apologized. I don't even know what to make of that. Then he kissed me. I did kiss him back, and I took him home with me. In the morning, he was gone, but he left a note."

"Dude, you slept with him again?"

"Well, yeah, I mean, honestly, I just wanted some, and he was there. If it hadn't been him, it would have been a random guy from a bar."

"Okay as long as you're not getting back with him, I know how much he hurt you."


"Yeah, I remember why I broke up with him, I'm just confused of why he apologized. He always had to be right, about everything, he always had to win every argument when we were together."

"I don't know. Maybe he feels guilty or something, or he's jealous that you're working with me."

I happened to look out towards the street, when I saw a blonde girl out for an evening jog. She looked familiar, and as she got closer to where we were, I saw that it was Ephemera. I wanted to wave at her, but she ran up to the house with purpose so I didn't need to.


"Hi guys. I didn't know you lived on my jogging route."

"Ephemera, did you still want the assistant job?"

"Yeah, I'd love to work for you, Hunter."

"Oh, about that, if we're not at work, I'd actually prefer you call me Patrick. The Hunter's just my stage name. I know it sounds cool, but I'm not going to go by that unless I'm performing."


I waited patiently to see what Ephemera would say or do. This was a small test I was giving her to see if she was capable of taking instruction well. She looked at me and smiled.

"Sounds good, Patrick. I'm sorry, I didn't know. The other magicians I've worked for preferred me to call them by their stage names."

"That's okay, thanks for understanding. Let's meet here later and we can do a practice run of a typical show."

Ephemera agreed, and the three of us exchanged numbers, planning to meet the next night to practice. After making our plans, Ephemera left, leaving Emmanuel and I to ourselves.

Friday, January 31, 2014

Patrick Five: The Past Beckons

Author's Note: I rebuilt the Starlight Theater since last chapter, so it now looks different.
Nudity, FYI



"Get the fuck away from me, Jaxson."

I pushed past Jaxson, not wanting to talk to him. I hoped I never had to run into him again, but that was just wishful thinking on my part. It was unrealistic because I knew we both still lived in the same town, so crossing paths was most likely inevitable. Jaxson, of course, being the asshole that he was, pushed his hand against my chest, which prevented me from leaving. Sometimes I wished I had Patrick's illusion skills, so I could just make myself disappear at times like this.


"What's the matter, Emmanuel? Can't take a little constructive criticism?"

I glared at Jaxson as he hovered around me, and then turned around, refusing to look at him. I didn't know why he insisted on keeping me here, we both didn't like each other at all, at least not anymore. The only reason I could think of was that he was a huge douchebag, and that's what guys like that do.

"I don't want to talk to you, that's the matter. You never do anything but make me feel like shit, so it's no surprise I don't want to be around you."

I tried leaving again, but Jaxson, being his irritating self, grabbed my arm and pushed me against the wall. He stood really close to me, his face mere inches from mine. I looked away, refusing to look into his eyes. It was his eyes that had gotten me the first time, and I didn't want to fall for it again.


"Awww, come on, Emmanuel, we had some good times, didn't we?"

"Yeah, we did, until you ruined it by becoming an insufferable, egotistical piece of shit."

Jaxson put his hand over his chest like he was hurt by my words. Before, when things were different between us, I would have believed that he had some capability of feeling hurt, but now, now I saw nothing but a cold, dark chasm where his heart used to live.


"Ouch. Emmanuel, babe-"

"Don't fucking call me babe. You lost the right to call me that the day you slept with someone else."

"Oh, not this again!"

"Yes, THIS again. You hurt me, you fuck. From the way you were treating me, anyway, I don't know what the hell I expected. It's not like you appreciated me AT ALL!"


I had worked for Jaxson for about three and a half years. We fell in love, and things were great between us, both on a personal level as well as a professional level. Once he started getting more popular, the fame got to his head and he started losing respect for me, by treating me more like his assistant rather than his boyfriend.

"That is not true, you built great stuff for me, at first. But when I got more popular, babe, you just couldn't keep up."

Jaxson looked smugly at me and I wanted to punch him, but I didn't want to start a fight in the theater where I had just secured a Friday night trial gig for Patrick.


"Ugh! You piss me off. Get out of my way!"

I finally managed to push past Jaxson, storming out to the parking ramp and walking to my car. I heard him call my name while his irritating footsteps padded on the ground behind me.

"Emmanuel! Emmanuel, wait."

"Wait, what?! You called me a 'has been stagehand.' I can't 'keep up' with you, and you obviously don't like me so jus-"


I felt Jaxson put his left arm around me, pulling me towards him. I was caught off guard, so before I could react, he put his right hand on my cheek and I felt his warm lips touching mine. He sucked on my bottom lip and it reminded me of the passion that our relationship used to have. The nostalgia of being in Jaxson's arms again caused me to part my lips and kiss him back with just as much fervor as I used to have while we were dating. For those few moments, he was Jaxson, my sexy boyfriend, my Jaxson whom I fell in love with so long ago. I was breathing heavily as I put my hands around his body, wishing I could just stay like this forever. Emmanuel, what the fuck are you doing? You broke up with Jaxson for a reason, don't do this again. He's not good for you. My thoughts were trying to talk sense into me, and they were right, but I was enjoying Jaxson's kisses way too much right now. As if the universe was trying to help me out, Jaxson stopped kissing me for a minute to say a few words.

"I miss you, Emmanuel, I have since you moved out that day. I was hoping you still worked in this industry, so maybe I'd run into you again."


"How am I supposed to believe that you missed me? You didn't seem to care about me during the last few months of our relationship."

"Do you miss me?"

"Yes, sometimes I do, but I'm doing my best to move on, and I feel like I have for the most part."

Jaxson's grip around me loosened slightly and I was a bit saddened, but relieved as well because maybe my conscience would kick in and I would remember how much I hated Jaxson for being such an asshole. I moved my hand to the side of his face, while resting my other arm on his shoulder. I was very conflicted right now because I did miss him and his touch sometimes, but he had hurt me so much. He couldn't really still love me, could he?


"You moved on? You're dating someone else?"

"No. Not like that. I'm just trying to forget you."

"Emmanuel, I'm sorry. The day you left, I knew I made a mistake with that other guy. He didn't mean anything to me. I was blind to how I was treating you, but then when I woke up without you next to me the following morning, it all sank in. I realized I still loved you, but I had already lost you."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. The great Jaxson was apologizing? He was such a diva after he found success with his magic show. I wondered if this was all a ploy because I knew how manipulative he could be at times. I knew for now I didn't want to date him again because I was just starting to heal from the pain he brought on me, but at the same time, something about Jaxson being nice to me pulled at my heart strings. The last few months of our relationship had been strained and we were constantly at odds. All I had wanted during those times was a sign that he still had feelings for me, a kiss, a fleeting look, anything but the condescending words he kept spewing at me. Now here he was, still as handsome as ever, standing in front of me with his arms around my waist.


Jaxson moved his left hand from my waist, down my side, rubbing me suggestively. I liked his touch and the tightening in my pants begged to be released. Being pressed up against Jaxson, I knew that his feelings were mutual. Despite how our relationship had ended, I knew in my head, that tonight I wanted Jaxson. I wanted to feel wanted again, and he was giving me that at the moment. I took a chance.

"Jaxson, come to my place."

Jaxson looked shocked as his beautiful sapphire blue eyes opened wide. A smile crossed his lips, and I touched his bottom lip with my finger. I had loved his lips, they were soft, warm, and passionate. He used to gently kiss me all over my body, leaving trails of heat where his mouth came in contact with my skin. I had gotten a reminder just now of how good of a kisser he was, and I missed him.


He nodded, accepting my request, and we got into my car. As I drove, we didn't talk, but Jaxson had his hand on my thigh the entire time. I knew in the back of my mind that this was happening simply because we were both horny and familiar with each other. I had no delusions that we were going to be getting back together. However, I couldn't help but keep thinking about his apology to me. I wondered if he meant it at all.


We were barely inside the front door when I grabbed Jaxson and pressed my lips on his, sucking on his top lip, savoring the taste I had missed so much. Jaxson breathed heavily and ran his fingers through my hair while opening his mouth and giving my tongue access to his. I ran my tongue along his teeth and he grabbed my ass, pulling me close to him. He started grinding on me, and I slowly started walking in the direction of my bedroom, pushing against him. He got the hint and began walking backwards while putting his hand inside the waistband of my sweatpants.


We made it to my bedroom, and I placed my hand behind Jaxson's neck, attacking his lips with so much force that he lost his balance. I caught him with my left arm and he put his hand under my shirt, rubbing my back. I undid his tie, watching it hang loosely around his neck, then unbuttoned the top buttons of his shirt, rubbing his pecs with my right hand. I pinched his nipples while he moaned in appreciation. Once Jaxson regained his balance he pulled his shirt and jacket off in one fluid movement and threw his tie on the floor, kicking his shoes off as well. He lifted my shirt off my body, pulling me on the bed with him.


Seeing Jaxson shirtless turned me on even more. He was still very well built and his smile was so gorgeous. He rubbed my side, teasing me by sometimes running his fingers under the elastic of my pants. He straddled me and rubbed himself on me. I put my arms around Jaxson's neck and he rested his forehead against mine, continuing to smile at me. I was so hard I thought I would break the stitching on the front of my pants.

"Jaxson, I missed this."

"Me too, Emmanuel."

Tonight we were actually making sex fun. Shortly before Jaxson fucked that stranger, sex had become a chore, something that we did when one of us couldn't sleep, or if one of us was horny, but it was hardly ever fun anymore. Jaxson sat on my lap, giving me a mini lap dance while grabbing my ass. I unzipped his pants, undid his belt, and slid my hand inside his pants, touching his growing bulge.

"Take it out, Emmanuel, it's okay. I've missed your hands on me."


Jaxson's words made me so hot that I pulled his pants down along with his underwear, while he did the same to me. He shoved his tongue in my mouth, and I started breathing really heavily. Jaxson straddled me and lowered himself onto me. I moaned, feeling how tight he was around me. I put my arms around him and thrust my hips up while pushing him down on me. Jaxson touched my face and ran his fingers through my hair, letting his fingers massage my scalp. He stopped kissing me when he felt like he couldn't take it anymore, and then we switched positions.


I got down on my knees, and Jaxson rubbed my side, pinching my nipples. He slapped my ass a few times and then teased me with his finger, slowly. His finger felt really nice, but I was hoping he would put himself inside me soon because I was aching for him. I got my wish when Jaxson started moving around behind me, adjusting himself and then pushing into me. He was warm and he felt oh so good. Jaxson put his hand down on the front of me, stroking me with just the right level of speed to enhance what he was doing behind me. I felt Jaxson reach his climax at the same time I did and he laid on me for a few seconds to catch his breath before withdrawing himself from me. We both laid down on the bed and he pulled me towards him, kissing me and rubbing my side. I was ecstatic at that moment because I remembered how cold he used to be. He would roll over after sex and get mad if I wanted to snuggle with him afterwards. Him wanting to be close to me just now was a welcome surprise. At some point, I don't know when, we fell asleep in each other's arms.


The next morning, I woke up alone, which is exactly what I thought would happen. His clothes and shoes were gone from the room, and if I had been drunk, I might have thought that I had imagined the whole thing. I was happy last night happened, and I was glad that I got to have those new, yet somehow nostalgic memories of him.


As I swung my feet over the side of the bed, I noticed a note on my nightstand that hadn't been there before. I picked it up and looked at it. It was simple and straightforward. It turns out Jaxson had no delusions about last night either.

Thanks for last night, Emmanuel.
~ Jaxs

One thing was still on my mind, however, which was, did he mean what he said when he apologized?

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