Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Patrick Premiere: Small Illusions

"Patrick Hunt! Patrick, over here, how do you feel about the verdict?"

"Good. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have places to be."

I get in the limo that's waiting for me at the bottom of the steps, and the driver whisks me off back to my house. As I open the front gate, I think about why I had to be at the courthouse in the first place. A few months back, a paparazzi followed me home. I asked him nicely to leave, but he wouldn't take no for an answer, shoved me aside, and tried to force his way into the gate that was in front of my house. I pushed him back, and he fell, breaking his camera in the process. He then promptly sued me for assault. Today was the hearing, and although I had to pay to get him a new camera, I considered it a win since I wasn't thrown in jail, and that asshole would get arrested if he ever came on my property again.


Being the child of an Oscar-winning actor and an international supermodel is not the easiest thing in the world. Don't get me wrong, I love everything about my parents, including the fame that involuntarily attached itself to me, but the paparazzi can get annoying. They follow me everywhere, even when I go do boring stuff like shop for groceries or books. I don't care that I see myself in tabloid magazines, but trying to come into my home is just uncalled for, and I wanted to defend my privacy. I've gotten quite used to the camera flashes, and I wear sunglasses often when I go out so I don't get blinded by them.


They're not just following me because I'm the child of famous parents, however, they're also following me because I have been making a mark on the entertainment world myself, choosing to explore the world of magic. Not the fantasy Harry Potter kind, but the illusion and misdirection kind. The magic set I got on my thirteenth birthday was the best present I've ever received. I've evolved my tricks a lot since then. I still do some basic ones for tips when I'm not doing a show, of course.


When my aunt died, I didn't have a normal reaction to her death. I'd never really been close to her, so although I was saddened that she was no longer among the living, the way she died sparked my curiosity. I was sixteen and that was when I became really curious as to how the mind works. She killed herself and I was shocked, not because I didn't think she was capable of doing something like that, but more because I wondered why she didn't have hope in her life and why she felt like committing suicide was even an option. I think it might have had something to do with me being kidnapped when I was four. I spent a few days in a cold basement being scared of a mean lady who kept telling me she was my new mommy. I was afraid, but I knew in my heart my parents would find me. I'd endured one of the worst things a child could go through and yet I still had hope. I did a lot of research into the subject and found my way down the path of magic during it. The reason why magic is so intriguing is because of what the mind chooses to hope for, see, and believe.


My dream is to play the big shows, in Las Vegas and New York. I want to wow people with my illusions, but I have a long way to go before I get there. I'm sort of hanging in the middle right now, not just starting out, but not quite to the level of where I want to be yet. I work in movies and modeling to make money to pay the bills, since my mom and dad have connections that I'd be stupid not to utilize. About six months after I turned eighteen, I moved into my own house, down by the beach, whereas my mom and dad live closer to the downtown area.


For now, my magic consists of me at the local bar doing small illusions. They pay me weekly to be the entertainment, unless I have a movie or modeling job that conflicts. The good part about this town is that there are always people scouting for talent, so the more I put myself out there, the more chances I have to run into one of those people. At break time, I get myself a drink when a man in a dark coat comes up to me, leaning in close to my ear as he talks.

"If you want to work on more advanced illusions, meet me at the table in the back of the bar when you're finished."


Once I am done with my shift, I make my way over to the mysterious man because his words peaked my interest. I thought I'd at least talk to him and find out if he was one of those get rich quick schemers or if he could actually help me out with my magic career. The chair legs make an unpleasant sound, scraping over the floor as I pull the chair out from its place and sit down on the uncomfortable seat. I can't wait until I don't have to perform at this bar every night anymore.

"So you're interested. That's good."

"Who are you?"

"My name is Emmanuel. I am a stage engineer, well, was, the magician I was working with is no longer employing me. I have been out of work while looking for another magician who will partner with me, and you look promising."


"Thank you. If I may ask, why did you quit working with that other magician?"

"Irreconcilable differences. He and I started in the business together, him being a superb showman, and I working behind the scenes. Over time, he let the fame get to his head, becoming quite arrogant and egotistical. Confidence is good, but arrogance is not. Stage engineers help with illusions and make sure they work well to wow the audience, but he was always trying to put me down and make me feel like he didn't want my knowledge or help."

The more I talked to Emmanuel, the more I was convinced he knew what he was talking about. Emmanuel said he knew how to make equipment as he was a skilled carpenter and mechanic. He clued me into how the magic business works when you get to be one of the more famous ones. Never telling anyone about how your illusions work is crucial because there are some magicians who feed off of others, stealing illusions and taking credit for them, potentially ruining careers. The only ones who should know about the secrets are people in the magician's hire, which means stage engineers and assistants. It didn't surprise me that there was so much mystery surrounding this business.


I was still on guard because one thing I knew about magic was people were hard to trust, but I agreed to work with Emmanuel. Since he had been burned before by his other job, I thought maybe he would be loyal as long as I treated him well.

"So, besides you making and maintaining equipment for me, what else can you offer me?"

"I think that you should figure out a good stage name for yourself. Something that goes along with your style. Also what kind of magic are you interested in? There's tricks that are lighter and more family friendly, but I don't get that vibe from you. You seem more like an escape artist and death defying type of person."

"What about The Hunter?"

"That's really good. It's mysterious and dark."

Emmanuel seemed to have good insight as far as reading me because he was exactly right about my style. We continued talking about  how we would start our collaboration, exchanged phone numbers, and then parted ways. I arrived home hopeful and excited about the new opportunity that Emmanuel had presented to me.


Thursday, October 3, 2013

Maximus Finale: Life Fulfilled

Music Track - Play when it shows up if you want to listen. =) ~ LateKnight


I've been sitting here crying for about an hour. The bathroom tiles feel cold against my feet, and I'm leaning against the wall so hard it's making my head hurt. I feel really guilty for everything that has happened over the course of my marriage. I don't know why I couldn't just be happy. I really did want the perfect little life, the American dream, but I'm so far from it at this moment. I feel weak and defeated. I'm in the bathroom because Dustin and I got in another fight and I needed to be alone to think. This one was different though, because he said he wanted a divorce. I didn't think that Dustin would ever consider divorce, I thought he'd always be there, I had no idea he was so broken, broken enough to want out of this marriage. Robert stopped talking to me after I kissed him, so I have no prospects if I don't have Dustin. Dustin refused to engage in any romantic activity with me after that night, probably because he thought I didn't want to be with him anymore.


I don't know what to do. We went to some marriage counseling, and I thought it was going well, but Dustin didn't like that the counseling was from my church. He got upset after the first few sessions when the counselor mentioned that our marriage was suffering because we weren't letting religion be the center of it. It made perfect sense to me, but with Dustin being as nonreligious as he is, he didn't understand how it would help. He just saw it as me getting my way again while he had to compromise and he said it was tiring having to do that all the time, when I don't make any sacrifices for our marriage.


I fill the bathtub full of water and then stare at the bottle of alcohol I brought into the bathroom with me earlier. I stopped drinking after university, but tonight I felt like I needed some. I'd been suffering from insomnia after Dustin and I started sleeping in different bedrooms, so I bought some sleeping pills. I wish things could be different, but they're so broken at this point that they cannot be fixed. Dustin's words hit me like a ton of bricks. I'm done trying, Helena. You've never helped with your side of the relationship, and I'm tired of always giving it my all, while you just take from me until I'm drained. I'm not happy and I want a divorce. He hates me now, and it's my fault. I can't make it better, so this is the only way.


I'm scared, but I've always been scared of things. This is different though, I need to make it stop. I'm not worth anyone's time anyway, and I always ruin everything I touch. Slowly, I open the bottle of sleeping pills and pour all of them into my hand. I'd just bought a new bottle, and I had only taken one or two the night before, so there would be a perfect amount for what I wanted to do. I started swallowing them one by one, with the alcohol I'd brought in with me. When I had swallowed them all, I was starting to feel woozy, so I quickly drank as much alcohol as I could, afraid I would pass out before I made it into the bathtub. Luckily, I was able to climb in and slid myself down into the water. I finished off the bottle of alcohol and dropped it on the floor, feeling my eyelids get heavy and droopy as I slipped into unconsciousness, hopefully ending my time in this world forever.



The news of Helena's death was bittersweet. She wasn't a pleasant person while she was alive, and she always had a way of making everything about her by ruining other people's days, but none of us ever wanted her to take her own life. Even though she and Dustin had been fighting a lot, Helena always got up and lounged around in the kitchen early in the morning. When Dustin hadn't seen her come downstairs before he went to work, he got suspicious and found her in the bathtub with her head underwater. Her skin was drained of color, cold to the touch, and he knew she was gone.


We were having the funeral at her church because we felt like that's where she would have wanted it to be held. We gathered in the sanctuary for the sermon, and after a while, Robert got up to say a few words.

"I admired Helena for her faith, a part of her she only shared with me because she thought that part of her made her other friends uncomfortable. She was never a very happy person, but I saw that she always wanted to be a good person. She stuck to her morals and usually she was good about not faltering. In a moment of weakness, she did fall prey to her humanly nature of sinfulness, but no one is perfect. I hope in her way, she has found peace somehow from all of the things she was plagued by in this life."


When the sermon was over and everyone said what they wanted to say, we all went out to the cemetery. We put roses on Helena's coffin and went home. We let Dustin sleep at our house that night. He was numb and quiet, which was to be expected. Patrick was quiet too, but I hoped it was just because he was sad and that he wasn't too adversely affected by the events. He went straight upstairs to his room after giving Dustin a hug. I went to sleep hugging Soleil close, counting my blessings that she was still here with me.


The next morning, Patrick and Dustin came downstairs and we all ate breakfast together. Dustin was quiet, which I expected, but Patrick was also still quiet, which I was more concerned about.

"Patrick, are you okay?"

"Uh, yeah. I guess I've just been curious about death ever since Aunt Helena's funeral. Like what makes people feel like death is the answer? What switches in someone's brain that makes them do that rather than talking things out like you and Mom do? I've been thinking about it a lot. It's fascinating."


"You're not going to try anything are you, Patrick?"

"No, I'm not wanting to do anything like that, I guess I'm curious about how the mind works when a person goes that way. I thought maybe I'd go to the library and look at some books about it."

"Patrick, honey, your hair's getting really long, do you want a haircut?"


"No, Mom, I think I'm going to leave it like this. I like it."

After breakfast, Patrick got dressed and left for the library, while Soleil and I hung out with Dustin. He was still quiet, but the look on his face was a mix of sadness and relief.

"Dustin, did you sleep well?"

"Yeah, for the first time in a long time. I feel like Helena's at peace now, since she always seemed so conflicted while she was alive. It's like now I can think clearly and remember the good times we shared because she's not up in my face screaming at me. Thank you, and Soleil too, for always helping me out when I needed it. You two are the best friends a guy could ever want."





I just wanna be alone tonight / I just wanna take a little breather / Cause lately all we do is fight / And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something’s changed / You’ve been acting so strange / And it's taking its toll on me / It's safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday / Without you, I’m seein myself so differently / I didn’t wanna believe it then / But it all worked out in the end / When I watched you walk away / Well I never thought I'd say / I’m fine / Without you

Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough / And you said that you were so much better / We have done a lot of growing up / We were never meant to be together

I just wanna be alone tonight / I just wanna take a little breather

~ Without You - by Hinder ~

After a year had passed, I got a lead role in a movie that landed me an Oscar nomination. Soleil, Dustin, and I were all excited for the award ceremony. When we got there, we did the usual pictures outside the theater before going inside.


Patrick and Dad were going to make a night out of it while watching it on television. The ceremony was going well, and the three of us braced ourselves as my category came up. They played a clip of all the movies that had been nominated, and then they opened the envelope.

"And the Oscar goes to..."

I closed my eyes and waited. Even though it had only been a few seconds, it felt like an eternity. Soleil squeezed my hand when they said it.


"...Maximus Zenteri-Hunt!"

While walking up to the podium to accept my Oscar, I was smiling from ear to ear. Life had been good to me and receiving an award felt like the ultimate success for all of the hard work I'd put in to this career over the years. As I looked out at the audience and gave my acceptance speech, I felt like my life was complete.


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